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BB-037

i wish you well but i wish myself better

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released November 7, 2015

thank you james, matt, dylan, zach, frankie, sufjan, and emmarae

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the most beautiful images (created only to be destroyed) Emmaus, Pennsylvania

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Track Name: talking
(i am sorry i broke your heart in high school. i was a young idealist. and when you are a young idealists you do stupid things. i'm sorry.)
when the night hits
youll forget everything i said
everything i did
what i represented :(
and i guess it was
all for the best
like you said!
whistle!when the night hits
youll forget everything i said
everything i did
what i represented :(
and i guess it was
all for the best
like you said!
whistle!
(im so fucking sorry)
Track Name: i guess
can you protect me from myself?
i dont know what im doin today
i dont know what im doin tomorrow
but i can try to make this work the best that i can
feels like nothin i say makes a difference
thats how it is i guess
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Track Name: ten thru two
i wanna be the boy that holds your hands when you are scared
i wanna please you every day
im not the best choice but i can try to make you happy
as often as i can
i wanna be your boy
i wanna be the boy
i wanna be your man
when you look up in the sky do you feel me? its alright
when you look up in the sky do you feel me?
Track Name: my heart hurt
oh my god
what the fuck
didnt think this would hurt this much
now you're gone
that i know
will he keep you warm when there's snow?
birthdays soon.
ill be drunk
wishing you could fill both my lungs
with your love
it's not mine
it'll get appreciated in due time, though
feel my body tremble now do you love the taste of his mouth
do you love the taste of him?
Track Name: this is ok this is alright
(MILFs dig it, and you will too!)
nobody cares when im gone
nobody cares when im there
im feelin like the gum thats always stuck inside your hair
when i look inside the mirror see a boy not a man
so i shut off the lights so you cant tell who i am
everything ive done has felt the same
everywhere ive been feels out of place
you say your feelings havent changed
i love this game that way play :)
when i think i need some help i never raise up my hand
because im ugly and im stupid i should stay where i am
i think that you should save me from my loathing and self hating
but im fading away from this enviroment that im placed in
everything ive done has felt the same
everywhere ive been feels out of place
you say your feelings havent changed
i hate this game that way play :)
Track Name: gentle feeling
i secretly wish
that he treats you like shit
so i, i can swoop in
and try to help you forget
the nights you feel worthless
cause ive been there
alone
and i dont wanna let you go

youre my favorite thing
i refuse to fall asleep
till you can speak to me
your voice is soft and sweet
red blood flushes my cheeks
among other places
i guess we'll see where this road
takes us
Track Name: shirley
you know i love you right and i wish i was still a child inside your arms at your house discovered key lime pie
sorry i didnt cry when i found out that you died theres happy thoughts inside my eyes youre always gonna be alive inside my mind
Track Name: john wayne gacy jr (sufjan stevens)
this is a sufjan stevens song
Track Name: yaaaawwwn
(Audible Yawn)
how many cigarettes fill your mouth when im not around?
and when youre lonely is it still meee that you think about?
well i wish you the best of luck you knew i always gave a fuck
i just hope that you know now that im alright
maybe i have some problems letting go
it wont improve as long as i say so
hopefully i get better
sor-ry i never sent that letter
next time ll be sure to let you know
Track Name: boo hoo
the first time you noticed me you measured what you could take
and im no saint but i didnt deserve that
and now youre lying around with it now and its in your mouth
you dont take it out cuz you dont know how
you expect me to leave this place but you cant leave him behind
whats the point?

whats the point
what the fuck am i supposed to do with you?

playing with my head never felt so right
Track Name: walkin around
walkin arounddddd
Track Name: chi(frankie)
ask gabby of frankie! bangkok blend! yay!
Track Name: grad school(drive me home please)
ask zach of drive me home please! bangkok blend! yay!
Track Name: dream
i think i saw you in my dream last night
we were dancing you looked Oh So Fine
all you said to me was 'jordan please be mine'

i smiled politely then i tried to find
good sounding words that could possibly define
all the feelings caught deep inside my mind

you took my hand and led me thru the dark
a winding path led to your apartment
the lights were off 'sing to me meadowlark'

thats all i have :)
Track Name: somebody elses secret song
(your song doesnt suck so...fuck you)
said some words said goodbye im not good at doin whats right
for you or me or anyone
played your voicemails in my head over a hundred thousand times
thinkin about what youre doin w your life
probably happy
probably smiling
i guess its fine.
probably wonder if i still feel the way i did back when i called you all the time
sick of sitting in my bed wishing i didnt let you down
wishing
wish you were still mine
Track Name: frasier fir
this year i cut my hair
shorter than i ever had before
this year i cut my black shorts
shorter than i ever did before

you cant tell me nothin
i dont need no loving
you cant tell me nothin

i live like a baby
constantly self hating
you cant tell me nothin

i dont know what happened
everything went black then
it turned out i was stallin

i dont hear you calling
................
you know what that means
you know what that means


so who are you to say
how i am to blame
you arent like me !
you arent like me !
i dont like me!
i dont like me!
Track Name: dont deny it boy
M>hello?
hello
M>whats good
yeah hello
M>yeah what up
yeah i wanna know who this is right now
M> yo this is bangkok blend headquarters
man shut your mouth
lemme ask you a question
why are you calling my girlfriend in the middle of the night?
M>what you talkin bout?
don't make excuses boy you tell me who you are
M>bruh this is a record label i dont know what youre talking about
don't deny it boy